Very accurate to my life
When you it rock bottom the only place to go is up?
I’m very aware of the situation I’ve put myself in, but congratulate myself nonetheless on how I’m handling things. Besides the compulsive over eating, I’ve yet to crumple into a ball of depression and tears - I’ve spent 5 years doing that and I’m trying to ignore the need to continue doing it.
I feel very airy, and hopeful: being naive and believing that it will work itself in the end. What else is there to take away?
If you won’t be proud of me, fuck you. I’ll be proud of myself.